Holy God in Heaven LET ME SLEEP!!!!

It is 1:30am on Christmas Eve and for the second night in a row I can not sleep. There isn't really any rhyme or reason for my new found insomnia other than a late night phone call I made to Europe the night before last for a job thing (which I hope I get).

I really shouldn't be this tired because it is not like I do anything during the day now that I have left my job for almost a week. I now spend my days packing up my little flat (which is proving harder than it sounds) and having lunches and dinners with friends who all want to individually farewell me and if there is one thing I have never done in my life it is turn a lunch date down.

Today's lunch date was with Jennifer who identified as a ghetto hoe during our lunch date as I am sure good reader you can dechipher from the below photo.

I think that the realisation of moving overseas in a few days with not very firm plans is also starting to play on my mind and is probably contributing to my sleepless nights. But, alas the loose plans that I do have are already in place and it is too late to backout now, which is slightly terrifying as it means that it is definetly happening.

These are the plans to date:

• 28 December - fly to New York and see Sarah, Emily and Alex
• 4 January - fly into Brussels
• 5 January - confirm working holiday visa at Brussels town hall and set myself up
• 6 January - Panic and constantly question what I am doing with my life OR fall in love with a beautiful French speaking Bruxillian who is pained and arty, either or really.